It is way past 1AM, so I guess it is time for one of these. I've been trying to write, but nothing is coming out. Not that I don't have anything to say ; I've been feeling so many things, thinking too many things -- it has to go somewhere... But I feel like lately, …
Breathe.
I have seen a lot of posts online lately that might have the intention to be inspirational, but are more likely to be making people feel bad. Basically, it goes like this: if you don't “come out of this lockdown” with your side hustle started or online courses finished or with anything at all done, …
mental health > productivity | whispered ramblings
I am writing this now in a much brighter mood than I was yesterday or the day before or the day before that or the day before that… In fact, I think it has been a few days since I have felt this lightweight and confident in my abilities to do things. I had a …
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The forbidden word.
I was happy on my own, happy when I drowned; But my crooked feet took me to a land far from my own… The home which I found first chiselled away at my smile Until there was only ashes of happiness left; It stole all my colours, the bright ones and the darker ones, All …
The day the Lost Storm was found
It was in one of my darkest hours -- and you know how many of these I have seen before -- where I was full of hope yet on the edge of breaking, that you found me, and you caught me mid-fall. You made me realize I wasn't falling at all. It was like I …
The rain in my heart
Today was really foggy and cold. Sadly, I couldn't see much of it when I was at work… But the little glimpse I managed to catch through the blinds before it went away was enough to make me feel good. Most people I know don't like the rain and the cold (or “dull” weather, as …
I can feel the rain before it comes (kinda like a sneeze)
I often get what I like to call pre-sadness sadness or sometimes even pre-frustration frustration. I always feel it coming, and maybe that always leads to its premature launching as well. But one thing that never seems to happen is pre-happiness happiness. I am always being haunted by some type of ghost that whispers chills …
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